Aparadha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama
Bhajan | Bhaktivinoda Thakura
Verse 1
aparādha-phale mama citta bhelo bajra-sama
tuyā nāme na labhe bikāra
hatāśa hoiye hari taba nāma ucca kori'
boḍo duḥkhe ḍāki bāra bāra
Verse 2
dīna doyāmoya koruṇā-nidāna
bhāba-bindhu dei rākhoha parāṇa
Verse 3
kabe tuyā nāma-uccaraṇe mora
nayane jharabo daradara lora
Verse 4
gadgada-swara kaṇṭhe upajabo
mukhe bolo ādha ādha bāhirābo
Verse 5
pulake barabo śarīra hāmāra
sweda-kampa-stambha habe bāra bāra
Verse 6
bibarṇa-śarīre hārāobuṅ jñāna
nāma-samāśroye dharobuṅ parāṇa
Verse 7
milabo hāmāra kiye aiche dina
rowe bhaktibinoda mati hīna
Verse 1
Because of my past offenses, my heart became like a thunderbolt. I had no ecstatic love for Your holy name. Now my hopes are all destroyed. In great distress I call Your name again and again.
Verse 2
O Lord merciful to the poor! O origin of all of mercy! Please save my life! Please rescue me from this ocean of birth and death!
Verse 3
When will an incessant stream of tears flow dripping and dripping from my eyes at the articulation of Your holy name?
Verse 4
When will a faltering voice choked with emotion arise in my throat, and when will words garbled due to ecstasy come from my mouth?
Verse 5
When will the hairs of my body stand erect in transcendental happiness, and when will perspiration, trembling, and being stunned be manifested on my body as I chant Your holy name?
Verse 6
When will I turn pale and I fall unconscious as I keep my life under the shelter of Your holy name?
Verse 7
Foolish Bhaktivinoda cries out, "O Lord, when will that day be mine?"
Verse 1
aparādha-phale mama citta bhelo bajra-sama
tuyā nāme na labhe bikāra
hatāśa hoiye hari taba nāma ucca kori'
boḍo duḥkhe ḍāki bāra bāra
Verse 2
dīna doyāmoya koruṇā-nidāna
bhāba-bindhu dei rākhoha parāṇa
Verse 3
kabe tuyā nāma-uccaraṇe mora
nayane jharabo daradara lora
Verse 4
gadgada-swara kaṇṭhe upajabo
mukhe bolo ādha ādha bāhirābo
Verse 5
pulake barabo śarīra hāmāra
sweda-kampa-stambha habe bāra bāra
Verse 6
bibarṇa-śarīre hārāobuṅ jñāna
nāma-samāśroye dharobuṅ parāṇa
Verse 7
milabo hāmāra kiye aiche dina
rowe bhaktibinoda mati hīna
Verse 1
Because of my past offenses, my heart became like a thunderbolt. I had no ecstatic love for Your holy name. Now my hopes are all destroyed. In great distress I call Your name again and again.
Verse 2
O Lord merciful to the poor! O origin of all of mercy! Please save my life! Please rescue me from this ocean of birth and death!
Verse 3
When will an incessant stream of tears flow dripping and dripping from my eyes at the articulation of Your holy name?
Verse 4
When will a faltering voice choked with emotion arise in my throat, and when will words garbled due to ecstasy come from my mouth?
Verse 5
When will the hairs of my body stand erect in transcendental happiness, and when will perspiration, trembling, and being stunned be manifested on my body as I chant Your holy name?
Verse 6
When will I turn pale and I fall unconscious as I keep my life under the shelter of Your holy name?
Verse 7
Foolish Bhaktivinoda cries out, "O Lord, when will that day be mine?"
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